I am more worried about maintaining my growth at this point -about making bold moves whilst I’m in the head space to do so, but then getting to the point of no return and crumbling into a scared mess. I have nothing to base this off though, I have never done that in my life. I know that it is ridiculous and it is just my ego talking.
I AM capable, I AM strong enough, I WILL thrive. Even if/when I have difficult patches, I have everything I need within me to follow through with it all and if I can’t do it alone, I always have people I can ask to help me. I never have to do it all by myself and if it really isn’t everything I hope it will be, I can always change my course. I am free to change my mind whenever I want to if something doesn’t feel right or if it’s not what I thought it would be. That is called experience. So I may as well just go for it and try it and at the very least it’s an experience and an opportunity to learn more about myself and what I do really want. Nothing is permanent
Healing is not linear. It is messy and complex. Here I share excerpts from my journaling practices to help you see what it can really look like. I hope it helps you to heal too – Gina x